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Showing posts with label submissive gift. Show all posts
Showing posts with label submissive gift. Show all posts

Monday, March 30, 2015

Nipple Pleasing

I'm going to do it. Actually, I'm not actually doing it, I'm allow IT to be done. He has wanted this for a very long time but would never force me into it. After months and months of consideration and research, I'm going to allow it to be done. He loves to see my naked body decorated with only jewelry, metal, or beautifully worked leather or lace. It makes sense that he'd want to decorate my nipples as well. To date, thought this is about as far as we could go since I was terrified to have my nipples permanently pierced. The pain, the possibility of someone noticing the rings at work or in public, the permanence of it all terrified me.

I'm not sure what has changed, but last week I knelt before Him and told Him that I was ready. That I was more than ready, that I wanted to have my nipples pierced. He made me wait a full week in case I changed my mind, but I haven't. Now, it's time and I'm terrified again, but happy.Soon, He has promised I will be allowed to wear this for a dinner party, exposing my achievement to all.









For now, though, I will grit my teeth and endure this.

Friday, January 3, 2014

More than a Spanking

Submission is more than accepting a spanking. It is finding the strength to place the desires and needs of another before your own. It is accepting that person's dominance over you not because he is stronger than you but because it makes you happy to do so. It is not ignoring your own needs, but admitting them. It is about demanding respect for your gift of service. It is about accepting physical pain because the result is that your Dominant is happy. It is about having enough strength of character to put yourself aside and opening, willingly give your personal power to another. It is about allowing your limits to be explored and pushed and trusting your Dominant to lead you to new pleasures, new experiences, new adventures. It is a journey of self discovery and love.

Monday, December 23, 2013

The Gift

I see her. There beneath the tree. My gift from my best friend. Technically, she belongs to both of us, but her first Master is Joe, her husband. For the next week, though, she is mine. According to her tag, this is Joe's gift to me. One week alone with G. When I came home from work today she was beneath my tree all nicely tied up, nude beneath her silken cords, bells on her nipples, a jewel in her ass, a ribbon tied around her mouth as a gag, a tag on her collar. I smile at her as I read the tag. Then, I laugh a bit. Pleased with my gift. She can't speak, but her eyes follow my every movement and I can easily see the desire in them. The desire to please me, to be pleased herself.

I fix myself a stiff drink. Then, I turn on some music, very much aware that my Gift is watching my every move. For the moment, I just want to look at her, her beauty, and make plans. Her hands are tied in front of her with a simple knot. Her ankles also tied together with a length of about 3 feet between her feet. She can easily move or untie herself if she wants or needs to, but I know she will not move unless I give her permission. 

I build up the fire in the fireplace so that it is nice and toasty in my living room. Then, I tell her to come to me. She turns a bit and rises to her knees. She crawls to me and sits back on her ankles, looking up at me.

Undress me.

She completes her task as gracefully as her bonds allow. I remove her ribbon gag and offer her a sip of my cocktail. 

Welcome me home.

Sighing and giving me a quick smile, she kisses my cock, licks it, begins her worship. I gently pet her hair, running my fingers through it's red length. Her mouth is a haven of beauty and comfort. Hot. She sucks my rod deeply down her throat, cradles my sac with her bound hands. I tip my head back and just feel. Her warmth, her obedience, her thick hair. I look down and see her eyes looking up at me, lust making them bright as emeralds. My cock grows and my balls tighten. I explode, gifting her with my juice. Sweet as a kitten, she drinks the milk, lapping up each drop. I lower myself to the leather couch and she follows my movement, never letting her mouth leave my cock. She places her cheek on my lap, resting.

Yes. This is going to be a glorious week.