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Wednesday, December 31, 2014

On the Seventh Day of Christmas

My true love gave to me:
One bright lit candle
Two balls to suck
Three harsh cane stripes
Four new pieces of lace
Five Silver Balls
Six minutes with chopsticks
Seven inches of fullness


Tuesday, December 30, 2014

On the Sixth Day of Christmas

My true love gave to me:
One bright lit candle
Two balls to suck
Three hard cane stripes
Four new pieces of lace
Five Silver balls
Six minutes with chopsticks

Monday, December 29, 2014

On the Fifth Day of Christmas

On the first day of Christmas my true love gave to me:
One Bright lit candle
Two balls for sucking
Three cane marks
Four pieces of lace
Five Silver Balls!

Public Corner Time

My Lord disciplines me regularly. I have a smart mouth and a stubborn streak about the width of a five lane highway. I truly want to curb these tendencies, and so He is very strict with me. Last night, for instance, he asked me a question and I gave a flippant answer. I ignored his warning look. He asked what I did all day (he was just curious) and I answered with: What difference does it make?
Yep. That did it. We have rule. He doesn't wait to discipline me. He does it immediately, even if we are in public. Thankfully, we were at home this time - in our front room. He will spank me with whatever he has available. His belt, a rolled up magazine, his hand, a wooden spoon. In anticipation of my poor behavior, My Lord has prepared and placed various implements in discrete locations in every room of our home. A wooden paddle in a kitchen cabinet, a cane leaning against the fireplace. Tonight, though,he is satisfied with his hand. Oh, and did I mention I must be nude during all discipline sessions? Or as close to nude as possible if it is in public (Yes, he has pulled my skirt up, lowered my drawers and spanked me on a park bench before. He shows no mercy aside from warming up my bottom before the real spanking begins. Twenty swats - ten on each cheek and I'm crying, weeping, begging forgiveness. Finally he stops, rubs my bottom but tells me he has a special corner time planned for me. I nod, but I'm not nervous. Standing in a corner? big deal. I'm not afraid of a corner. Corners don't bother me a bit. Then, reality hits me and I realize he is well aware of this so he must, indeed, have something "special planned.

And he does. I'm still over his lap and I hear him open the drawer to an end table. He fingers my bottom hole and I feel something cold enter it. I squirm and plead. He shushes me and places a hand on my lower back. I feel a cold hardness enter me and I tense up. He smacks my bottom again and I relax and the anal hook enters my hole. He gathers my hair into a ponytail, ties it and then ties the other end to the top of the hook, ensuring that I cannot bow my head. Then, he stands me up. I have tears running down my face and when I reach up to wipe them away, he catches my wrist and loops a rope over it. He then walks me to the large picture window and I panic. I pull against him and he gives me a look which stops me cold. I try to look down, but my tied hair stops me. He attaches first one wrist then the other to the hooks hidden behind the curtains.

For fifteen minutes I must remain here - in my "special" corner. Luckily, we live on the third floor of a lovely condo building, but three floors is not high enough to hid my nakedness from the public. If anyone happens to look up, they will see me in all my shameful glory. My bottom is throbbing, my anus is plugged, I cannot bow my head and my face, I'm sure, is redder than my ass. My Lord is a master disciplinarian.





Sunday, December 28, 2014

On the Fourth day of Christmas

On the First Day of Christmas my true love gave to me:
One bright lit candle
Two balls for sucking
Three red cane marks
Four new pieces of lace

Saturday, December 27, 2014

On the Third Day of Christmas

My true love gave to me:

One bright lit candleTwo balls for sucking





Three red cane marks.


Friday, December 26, 2014

Thursday, December 25, 2014

Tuesday, December 23, 2014

Submissive Power

Yay (not so much). Christmas with the relatives. His relatives. They look down on me since I don't have a college degree, am an artist and treat my Man with obvious respect. Luckily, Man knows this and is preparing me for the day. First, I show and shave - everything. Once finished, he holds a towel for me, rubs me dry and inspects my body. Any stray hairs he will tweeze out. I'm expecting this and very careful about my grooming. Today, however, he has a more intense routine in mind. He tells me the lie on the floor and hold my knees against my chest. I beg him not to do this, but he just raises his eyebrows. If I say my safeword it will end, but I don't. I do as he says, my face a bright red. He lubs my anus and inserts the tubing. A moment later I feel warm water enter me. Slowly. Finally, when I feel like I'm going to explode, he replaces the tubing with a large plug. I whimper, knowing craps will begin soon but that only he can release me. One of my hard Rules is that he will insert and remove any anal devices.
Now, he inspects my body and tweezes out ten or so odd hairs - naturally all in very delicate places. He rubs a lovely, soothing lotion over my body which smells like sugar cookies. At this point, I'm so wet and hot for him I'm almost in tears, despite the cramping of my bowels. He takes pity on me and allows me to worship his cock. Oh my god it's glorious. Hard, sweet with pre-cum, His scent pure power and musk. I devour him, taking his length down my throat, caressing his balls. I'm almost disappointed when he grabs my hair and pushes my head down, blessing me with his cum.
 I lie on the ground at his feet for a moment, catching my breath. Gently, he helps me up, pushes me against the sink so I am bent and removes the plug. I fling myself onto the stool, humiliation washing over me as he stand there and watches as I eliminate. Once the first is over, he kisses me and tells me to stay put while he shaves and dresses. I nod, hiding my face in my hands as my body clears itself of unwanted materials. When he finishes, he tells me to clean myself up and meet him in the bedroom.

There, on the dresser, are the implements that will serve to remind me that He is my Man, and that his family has no right to look down on me. I will stand proudly next to my, my body clean for him, my anus filled by his hand, reminding me with ever movement that I please Him. Every time I see his belt, I will remember that my bottom, possibly even my thighs, bear His mark. When I sit, I will feel his Power and His touch. I will not be alone. This knowledge helps me to know I am loved, wanted, beautiful and powerful. This is why I have chosen my Man as my Dominate


Monday, December 22, 2014

Public Display

I am a modest person. I despise dressing in any way at all that is provocative. I'm the one at the party who goes to the farthest corner and sips my drink so that I don't have to speak with people I don't know. I'm quiet and unassuming. My Lord, however, wishes to push my limits (which he SHOULD!) and has taken it upon himself to choose my clothing for me. He likes, very much, to "show off" my body. I hate this, but I love that he is making do it. He has decided that he will now punish me not by spankings - which I love - but by public displays of my body. If I perform well, he will then later reward me with a spanking. To further show my submission to him, he will plug by bottom and tie a cotton rope around my waist and slit which can be used for a leash if He desires, or He may choose to tighten it and keep me in bondage. 
This morning, I put on a bra, which is against his rules. I knew this, but I was not expecting him to come to pick me up today. Still, I disobeyed.  Luckily, I put on a dress - a simple dark blue, tight, t-shirt style. He tied the rope around me and uses it as a leash, hiking up the front of the dress slightly. My cheeks are bright red from humiliation, but he smiles at me and I nod, indicating that I am fine. Now, we are in the town square. I must remove the bra and hand it to him. He stands me in front of a parking meter and tells me to place my hands behind my head. Then, he raises my dress so that my panties, leash and  are breasts are visible to the entire community. 

Luckily (bless the man!) he had me stand still for only a moment. I was able to do as he bid and then he led me by leash, my skirt hiked up to reveal my panties (thank God he let me wear those!) all the way back to the car. He brushed my tears of shame from my face and kissed me, telling me how proud he was of me. I smiled and a warmth of pleasure filled me. I had pleased him. Then, he asked if I were ready for my reward. Giggling a bit, I said I was. And oh, what a lovely reward it was!


Monday, December 8, 2014

You are Mine You

I will take you when and where I choose.
 Know this. Your life is your own, as it always has been and always will be. I admire your intelligence, your smart mouth, your quick laugh. I admire your independence.

But know that you are mine.

 I see you putting on your make-up to go out with friends. You will enjoy your evening, drink, flirt, but you will think of me. How do I know, Because of that plug I just put in your ass. Every move you make will send reverberations through your body and you will remember me. You will enjoy your evening, but I will always be with you.

When you perch on that bar stool, looking every so elegant in your black leggings, long red tunic, black heeled boots, sipping your wine and joking with your friends, you'll feel my hand. You'll remember bending for me and accepting the marks of my ownership, the marks you need and want. You will remember lying across my lap moments before you left our home. You will remember the feel of my cock, hard with desire for you, pressing against my belly while my hand warmed your bottom, turning the creamy whiteness a hot, hot red.

And when you come home, slightly tipsy, happy from and full of joy at your Girls' Night Out, you will tell me all about it and I'll laugh with you. I'll be happy also in your pleasure. Then, then, my love, I will take you to our bed. I may or may not remove that lovely plug from your now tender ass. You'll not even ask me to, knowing if I want it out, I'll take it. If I want it in throughout the night, that is where it will stay. You'll be wet and ready for me. I might take your mouth or you tunnel or your ass. I might fuck your tits and cum on your body. You and I both know, though, that I will take you however I want and in doing so, I will give us both what we need.