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Thursday, May 21, 2015

Summer Rules Finalized

Okay. These rules start today. My Summer Rules. Last post I wrote my proposed rules and since that time, My Lord has "adjusted" them more to his liking. Honestly, I'm nervous, but certainly willing and yes, I've freely agreed to his Final List. As a reminder, here's the list I proposed. I've written the Edited, finalized version direction below the original.

1.  Focus on cleaning two rooms of the house each day. (We have 8 rooms, so cleaning only 4 days a week! Yay!) Naturally, emergency clean up will be dealt with immediately.

1.  Focus on cleaning Three rooms of the house every Monday, Wednesday and Friday (assuming we are home and not out of town.) 

2.  Shop for fresh produce at the local farmer's market only even though this may require an extra trip.


2.  In addition to shopping for fresh produce locally, I will eat a primarily vegetarian diet. Chicken or fish is allowed for only two meals a week.

3.  Wear shorts only when gardening, otherwise stick with dresses.


3.  Wear only dresses.

4.  No underwear for dresses longer than fingertip length.


4.  I must earn the reward of wearing underwear. When that is earned, I will wear a butt plug of MiLord's choosing as long as I am allowed to wear the panties.

5.  I will masturbate only with permission.

5.  I not touch myself. My lady parts are for His use and pleasure. If I masturbate I will be forced to wear a chastity belt  is satisfied that I can be trusted. While belted, He will still use my mouth or anus for His pleasure.

6.  I will begin and end each day (assuming we are together) with worshiping my Lord's cock.


6.  I will worship MiLord's cock upon command whether we are alone or with others. If He desires my mouth, it is His to use. Failure to obey will result in anal, pussy figging while he fucks my mouth.

7.  I will never remove any device my Lord places on or in me. He alone will do that or I will request permission one time (meaning I will not continuously beg for its removal). These devices may include but are not limited to nipple clamps, dildo, remote vibrator, butt plug, anal beads, chastity device, clothespins.


7.  I will never touch any device Milord places on or in me. He chooses which toys I will use and how long He will use them. There are no restrictions which devices he may choose. I do, as always, have the right to use a safeword before the device is used.
8.  I will not speak during a punishment or maintenance session. I may cry, moan or make other sounds, but will not speak unless given direct permission to do so.

8.  I will not speak during a punishment or maintenance session. Milord will administer to me as He chooses but all such sessions will never end before my tears flow.

9.  I will be nude while in the house between the hours of 9:00 p.m. and 9:00 a.m. unless given permission to wear clothing (like if we have guests! Please!!)

9.  I will be nude while in the house unless given permission to wear clothing.


10.  I will spend a minimum of twenty minutes a day with weighted ben wa balls in order to exercise my vaginal muscles.


10.  Milord will insert ben wa balls into my vaginal each day so that I will exercise the muscles. If I fail to keep them inside of me until permission is granted, I will receive a punishment session of His choice.


His Rules

1.  I will inspect the cleaned rooms each night, focusing on the positive rather than the negative aspects of the cleaning and arrangement.

2.  I will shave her pubic area clean of hair each morning.

3.  I will purchase a new dress of my choosing for her to wear each week.


4.  I will suck on her nipples each morning and night.

5.  I or my surrogate will cum on or in her each day. 

6.  I or my surrogate will use her mouth for pleasure daily.

7.  I will take her to a club once a week minimum with the intent of fucking or punishing her in a public setting for my own pleasure and/or her humiliation. 

8.  During all punishment or maintenance sessions I will be fair but strict. I will inform her of the manner in which she will be punished or maintained and, if she requests, gag her mouth in order to help her remain silent. 

9.  I will use her anus more than I use her mouth or pussy for my pleasure.

10.  When a punishment is warranted, I will administer without mercy, without anger and without undue force. I will punish until, at the very least, her tears flow freely. I will always provide aftercare. 

Wednesday, May 6, 2015

Broken Rule + Attitude = Ouch

So the other day I posted our Spring rules. Two days ago I broke one, so yesterday was a punishment day. Why not on the day I broke the rule? Because THAT was my maintenance day. What did I do? I argue with Him that  it was a bad choice for MD. I pointed out that we had just had an MD four days before and not only was I not prepared for such a day since I had made an appointment for a massage, but that I didn't NEED another MD so soon. I also ignored his warning and continued to argue until he'd had enough and told me that not only would I cancel my massage and graciously accept his choice for MD as is posted in our Rules, but that I would have an entire day of punishment the next day, which was yesterday. Okay. That finally made me shut up. At another point in time, I will describe a typical MD for us, but now I am to describe yesterday, my Day of Punishment (DOP).

First, I am denied any clothing for any reason. Not even shoes. This is to remind me of my choice to submit to Him and that I have given Him control of my body. I hate this and He knows it. Forced nudity always makes me feel humiliated and humbled, which is the point I suppose. Also, I am not allowed to shower or bathe without permission which won't be until late evening so anything he puts on me stays on me. He begins by having me kneel on the hardwood floor and accept his cock into my mouth. I love this act of submission. It's probably my favorite. Savoring his flavor, hearing him moan, cradling his balls and giving him pleasure until he pours his seed down my throat. What's not to love! Today, though, he pulls out and sprays his seed on my face and breasts. The hot liquid sears my skin and I blush knowing that I will not be allowed to clean my skin until tonight. I hope that he will wipe some off of me, but this is not to be. I need to learn, he tells me, quietly, to accept his will. I want desperately to wipe the quickly cooling stickiness off of my face. I want desperately to lick the remaining drop from his cock, but I don't want more than what he has already planned for me, so I agree with him.

He helps me to my feet only to pull me over his lap for my first OTK of the day. He talks while he spanks me. He tells me that I agreed to the rules. That he will not tolerate deviation from them. If I don't like the rules, I can change them in June. He's right and I know it, which hurts more than his hand, which is considerable! This goes on for a good fifteen minutes. He spanks me with a slow, steady, firm hand and by the time he is finished, my tears have washed away most of his dried semen from my face. He turns me over, holds me, kisses me and tells me how proud he is of the way I accepted my first spanking. Later, when I've calmed down, I go about my daily chores - nude. Thank goodness he closed the draperies! After I have prepared and served lunch and he has tidied the kitchen, he takes me to the basement. He cuffs my wrists and attached them to the hook in the low ceiling. I can stand easily on flat feet but the concrete is cold and I shift from foot to foot. He tells me to stand still and I do. Then, he applies tweezer clips to my nipples. I suck in my breath because he makes the really tight! He kisses me again and tells me that it's okay. I can scream. He has soundproofed the basement for just this reason. Then, he picks up his flogger. He tells me that he will flog my front and back ten times each - once for each rule. He will tell me one rule after each strike and I will repeat it. If I can do this, he will release my nipples upon completion. If I make a mistake, he will add a weight to the chain between the tweezers. He flogs my belly first and I squeal. I do just fine for the first nine, then I mess up and don't repeat the rule exactly. He puts a 2 ounce weight on the chain and I drop my head, crying. I'm careful not to mess up again. Now, my belly and back are on fire. He sucks on one nipple and releases it from the tight clip. I scream. The second is even worse. He releases my arms, holds me and again praises how well I've accepted my punishment.

Then, he tells me to bend over the sawhorse, which I do. My feet are cold and my skin tender, but I'm humbled to the point of almost total submission. He lubes up my bottom and fucks me. Hard. This is part of my punishment, not my pleasure. He holds my shoulders down and says nothing. I feel my own juices gliding down my thighs and I want so much to cum, but he won't allow this. I beg him to cum instead and he does. He pulls out and releases on my bottom and I cry out in disappointment. I wanted him to cum inside of me! He knows this but won't allow it. This is a DOP. He makes me stay in place but walks in front of me. He guides my head up until it's even with his cock. He orders me to clean him. I don't like ATM, which is why he is doing this. I understand and accept. I open my mouth accept him. I suck and slurp and clean him completely. He praises me, helps me to stand again and tells me I've earned a nap before dinner.

A few hours later I serve him dinner. Before he cleans up, though, he bends me over a kitchen stool. He opens the freezer. I can't see anything, but he tells me while I slept he worked. He prepared a large fig of ginger and froze it. That way, it will defrost slowly in my anus. I am to stay bend over the stool, figged, while he does the dishes. I am not to move. I may vocalize a bit, but no wiggling. I am not to allow the fig to escape my anus even if it means clenching. Yes, this will increase the burn, but it is his wish that I do this and He expects me to obey. I tell him I understand, and I do. Holy God that burned! Naturally, he took his time with the dishes while I concentrated on standing still and keeping the ginger in my ass. Sure enough it began to slip and I had to clench. I started to cry, which he ignored. Finally, I felt him remove the fig and I babbled my thanks. He laughed and told me he wasn't through. He took me downstairs again and tied me, spread eagle to the bed. Then, he placed a small dab of wasabi directly on my clit. I screamed in agony. The fire intense and my pussy dripping. Please, please, I begged. I'll be good. I promise. I've learned. But please, please fuck my pussy.

He does. But not with his cock. He straddles over me, his balls on my open mouth and fucks me with a dildo. I suckle his balls, grateful he's given them to me while he makes me cum over and over again with the dildo.  When I'm nothing but a mass of boneless jelly, he stops, but he's not finished. He places himself between my stretched legs and enters me. Not my pussy. Oh no. He takes my ass again. I cry from the torment but cum yet again from the pleasure. He uses me without mercy, ignores my pleas and takes his pleasure. I beg him to cum inside of me. Please, give me that small comfort. I think he might because he slows his movements for a moment, bends to kiss me and whispers, "No."

He pulls out and cums across my belly. After a time, he releases my bonds and holds me. Again, he tells me I've taken all of my punishments well. I have only one more left. I am to go upstairs, shower and present myself to him in our bedroom. He will spank me again, OTK. If I accept this with the grace he expects, he will then tuck me into bed, my punishment complete. Tomorrow morning, He will make love to me and cum inside of my pussy. If I argue or complain, I will have another DOP tomorrow.

This morning, we made love and it was glorious.

Sunday, March 22, 2015

Understanding Training

I've had it. I'm so done with this. First, I hated the idea of being "trained" anally. But no, HE said it was important. HE said I needed it. Well, fuck this shit! The first two days he did nothing but finger me for a good hour, It hurt, yeah, but in a good way. He lubed me up and first put in one finger. When I adjusted to that, he added a second and the began scissoring. I would lie across his lap as he watched television and just - well - endure. He didn't touch my pussy, despite the wetness dripping onto his jeans. I squirmed and begged, but all that got me was a sharp slap on the ass. For the next two days he inserted a plug. A fairly small one. The first day for one hour, the next for two. Again, he completely ignored my poor pussy and when I started to finger myself He hauled me over his lap and whopped my bottom. Today, the fifth day, he has inserted a much larger plug. Metal this time and egg shaped. I'm so frustrated I fell to my knees and begged him to fuck me. He said no, but did take enough pity on me to fuck my mouth. God I've missed his cock. He came in my mouth and I swallowed every drop. I wanted to worship his cock and balls, kissing, licking, suckling, but no. He just tucked himself back in and helped me to stand. He kissed me and asked if I thought my ass could take his cock now? I said Yes. Anything. Please, just fuck me! He laughed and said if I was good and kept the egg in for three hours without complaint - either verbal or physical - them maybe tomorrow he'd give me relief. But for now, he was enjoying my frustration. I muttered something rude and again, got a spanking for my remark (totally deserved!). Apparently, that counted as a complaint because today, He put the egg in again and told me that I had to wear it all evening. He let me suck him off  and then told me to dress. He was taking me out for dinner. If, and only if, I accepted his plug and his word without wiggling or complaining, if I behaved as a lady should, if I showed proper decorum and gratitude, then, perhaps, when we arrived home, he'd give me relief.


I'm trying, really I am, but this is just so hard. I want him so badly but I need to control myself. Which, if I want to be truthful with myself, is the point of this whole week. Self control. Finally, I understand. Now, we're back home and I'm feeling quite proud of myself. He takes me into the bedroom and tells me to undress him. Then, he lifts my dress and I stand before him, nude and shaking with desire. He bends me over and checks the plug. I almost cum right then. He laughs and says that I've been very good, but I need to keep the plug in until he decides to take it out. He won't tell me when that will be, but warns that when he does, he'll fuck my ass. I'm almost crying, thinking that I'll have to wait even longer for his cock, but he's merciful. He kisses me and lies me on the bed. He presses his masterful cock into my dripping pussy and I cum. Immediately. The fullness in my ass plus his touch are too much for this frustrated sub. I'm terrified he'll pull out and punish me again, but he doesn't. He seems pleased and kisses me while he plunges inside of me fully. He fucks me without restraint, without gentleness and I cum until I'm totally exhausted. Only then do I feel him tense and find his own release. He slowly comes out of me and I look at him, begging with my eyes. He says Yes and I scurry down and lick him clean. He touches my hair, plays with it gently. My pussy is finally sore and my ass is still full.

Now I understand why he has trained me.

Saturday, February 7, 2015

Time to get Down and Dirty

 She knows better, obviously, and knows I will not tolerate rudeness simply for the sake of being rude. I also could not fail but note the gloating look she cast my way, testing to see my reaction to her disregard of a simple request - please pick up my dry cleaning today - stating only that she "didn't feel like it." Game on. Time to get down and dirty.

I picked her up, took her to the back yard and made her strip. If she's too sassy, she looses her clothes, Time for a bit of humbling. She grumbles, but obeys. Then, I tell her to put her hands against the big oak tree while I teach her some manners. She balks, complains, tries to argue. That's when I pull out the chains. She quiets, but remains sulky and holds out her wrists. I attached the chains and loop her latched wrists over a peg I have pounded into the tree - yes this behavior is not new or unusual. I remind her to stand still, which she does not. Fine. I leave her in place go back inside to get the prepared fig. I KNEW I'd need this.I also grab some wasabi. She deserves it. I press her chest against the rough bark of the tree and insert the fig of ginger in her anus. Now she's begging me to stop, promising she'll be good. I am not even close to falling for this. I take the tube of wasabi and place a tiny dab on her clit. That will get her attention!
She sucks in her breath as the double sting and burn of the ginger and horseradish tantalize her delicate tissue. While she's processing this, I pick up my switch and teach her the manners she has so easily forgotten. After about 10 minutes, she's crying and far more humble than before. She's no longer asking me to stop, but rather asking for forgiveness. MUCH better, so I sooth her poor red bottom, remove the ginger and kiss her.
"Okay," she says, panting a bit, "I've been a bitch. I apologize Sir."
"I accept that apology, but you didn't think I was finished with your lesson did you?"

Her eyes opened wide.
"Your mouth gets you in trouble, so I want no speaking. I'm not gagging you, so you you must control yourself. You speak or even moan too loudly. You scream or gasp louder than a whisper, you will regret it. For each time you break this rule, you will add another fifteen minutes to your time outside."

I see her face pale. True, I live in a secluded, country area, but there's always a chance someone could come by. Besides, she hates the outside - fair skinned, a tasty treat for bugs, a strong dislike of dirt and mud.  She nods and gulps. I know she will now honestly try to obey.

I release her from the tree and take her to the meadow where I place her on her back. Now, I'm going to fuck her. She hates being fucked outside, but I love it. The soft, fragrant grass, sunshine, butterflies, perfect. I hold her hands above her head and offer no mercy. This is my time to enjoy and her time to re-learn her place. She is dripping wet, her folds sweet with her own honey, so i know she doesn't mind too much. I give no warm up, but thrust into her. The wasabi has been either absorbed or brushed off now, but her clit is tender and sensitive and she cums almost immediately. Without thought, she cries out and I grin. Oh yes. Today will be glorious - well - for me anyway. After a good long time I feel the mountain move and know I'm going to cum soon. She's so soft and warm and her eyes beg me for more and more. I pull out and spray her body with my seed. Hot, white cream hits her stomach, her tits even and again she screams. She loves for me to fill her with my cum, but today isn't about what she wants, it's about her obedience. Another fifteen minutes of communion with nature.

I dress again, standing while leaving her to lie nude, her wrists still attached to light chains, on the grass. I helped her up and she walks behind me to the hiking trail. Suddenly, I'm in the mood for a bit of exercise. Understanding her fate - to walk through the woods, nude, covered in cum - my poor girl begins to cry - quietly. She drops to her knees, lowers he head and waits. She's begging now, silently, obeying my rule. I smile, Yes, she's learning now. The question is, though, do I grant her mercy and allow her to spend her remaining time in the relative safety of my yard or, do I remain stern and have her follow me on my short walk where she will suffer humiliation and fear of exposure. Truly, this is a simple questions. What kind of a Man would I be if I were too soft? I tilt her head up, kiss her and give the leash a small tug. I'm so looking forward to my little walk.



Tuesday, November 11, 2014

No Quarter given nor asked for

I have teased him for months. On-line, texting, pictures. He has been out of the country, TDY, but now, he is home and it is time to face the music. For the last week, he has made love to me gently, beautifully, acquainting himself with my body again. Today, though, is my day of retribution. Veteran's Day. Today I will serve my Veteran in any and all way. I am his prisoner and no quarter will be asked or given. It is chilly outside, but that will makes no difference. To begin, he takes me to the woodshed. Yes, it stores wood for the fireplace, but also is used for a more traditional purpose. He keeps an old chair in the building for just this purpose. To begin, though, He had me walk the wood and cut a handful of switches. I tied them together then presented the bundle to him for his inspection. He was clear that I was to leave the little twigs attached. I kneeled in the chair and he began. Over and over he thrashed my bottom until the twigs began to break. I cried out, the pain searing my bottom, but he did not slow, simply placed a hand on my back to steady me. Only when each of the switches had broken did he stop.

By this time I was sobbing. He gathered me into his arms and comforted me, a kindness which made me sob even more. Then, he carried me inside, lay me gently on the bed. He rubbed ointment on my red bottom and lubed my hole. Then, he took it. He plunged in, balls deep, into my bottom hole. I screamed in surprise and a bit of pain, but he fucked me. Hard. Pulling my hair. I wanted to cum, but he whispered that if I did, he would call his troops over have them watch my next punishment then give me to them for their use. I bit my lip and focused on not cumming. Luckily, he used me hard and fast and came quickly, filling my bowels with his blessed seed.  Panting, he lay beside me and pushed my head down so that I could clean his cock and taste his cum.

When he recovered, he had more plans for me.  He had me stand and walked me out into our woods. There, he cuffed my hands behind a tree and tied me in place. The rough bark irritating my tender bottom and cool breeze raising goose flesh. Once in place, he scolded me fiercely for my wanton ways. He then pulled out a small container from his pocket and my eyes widened. Wasabi. He grinned wickedly and placed a small dab on my nipples and my clit. The fire shot into my nerves immediately and i bit my lip to keep from screaming. Tears fell down my cheeks and he continued to scold me. He took out his cock, hard and lovely and perfect. He rubbed himself, masturbating in front of me. i cried more. I hated not being able to touch him, but this, I knew, was justified. He came quickly, spraying my body with his seed. Then, he sat. He just sat in the grass and watched as i struggled with the humiliation of my exposure and the sting of the wasabi his cum drying on my skin. He glanced at his pocket watch and smiled again.

I knew, today would be a long, beautiful day. No quarter given. Nor asked for.