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Showing posts with label commitment to submissive. Show all posts
Showing posts with label commitment to submissive. Show all posts

Wednesday, February 25, 2015

Chaste

He is leaving for a week. Business. He has given me an order - to remain chaste while he is gone but I'm not sure I can do that. First, I masturbate daily by his order. He has denied me this for the week. Second, He fucks me daily - obviously he won't be doing that. Third, He often shares my mouth with his friends and sometimes even my pussy (never my ass - that's all his) and by "often" I mean at least once a week. So now, I must be chaste. I can't do this. I know I can't. He's told me that if I fail, my punishment will be severe. I know what this could mean anything from milk and molasses enemas to locked in a pillory to whipped in public. But, I can't do this. I know it. So, I begged him. I knelt before him and presented my case. I want to please him, and yes, I'm afraid of the punishment, but more than that, I'm afraid of his disappointment. I kept my eyes lowered while I begged for his help and then he lifted my chin and smiled at me. I knew than that he had planned for this all along. 

First, he showed me the steel ball which fit easily into my pussy. I no longer have periods, so I don't have to worry about cleansing and such. It fits loosely enough that I can easily bath, but snuggly enough that I cannot insert a finger for play. This he tied to a beautiful, hand crafted belt made of gold and silver leather. There is a small opening so that I can easily urinate and the two back straps allow for my bottom to be open. He knows I would never play with my own anus nor would I ever allow anyone else to do so - that is his alone. Once the device was firmly in place, He used a small lock to secure it around me. The key is attached to a chain he wears around his neck. I have no way to loosen or remove this belt aside from cutting it off, which he has given me permission to do in case of emergency. The solid ball in my pussy is a trial, I'll admit to that. It stimulates and fills but only to the point of remind me of what I cannot touch. 

Some moments, I forget I wear the device as it is, actually, light and comfortable. I can easily keep myself clean while showering and it does not show beneath most of my clothes. Other moments, it is all I can feel, this reminder that only He and those He chooses can touch me and give me pleasure. He calls me every day and has me send him pictures of myself, checking to make sure I am not being chaffed in any way. We talk of all kinds of things. Luckily, he has allowed me to play with my breasts, but only when he skypes me, so I have had some relief, mild though it is. Tonight, he comes home. He has promised that since I have been good, he will take care of me immediately. And so, I wait. Three feet inside the door, kneeling, resting my bottom on my heels, my head bowed. I'm not sure exactly what time he will arrive, but when he does, I will be ready. I will be ready to serve him and greet him as a good woman should.



Wednesday, January 28, 2015

Pledge of Commitment

We've talked and agreed to the following. If we are pleased and happy after one full week of this, then we will negotiate more, fully discussing what we liked, what we didn't like and ways we can improve our relations. However, we both agree to hold to the following for 7 full days.

 1.  I will wear some mark of submission at all times. These could include a gold choker, a silver bracelet, a corset, a belt chain, an anal plug, wrist cuffs. He will decide which is appropriate for the day or time.

2.  Whoever wakes first in the morning will give oral pleasure to the other on either the genitals, mouth or breasts until the other party is pleased or fully awake.

3.  I will give oral pleasure to Him every night. He may choose to cum or not. He may choose to cum anywhere that pleases him.

4.  We will go through my wardrobe and I will wear only those articles of clothing which he has approved - even for professional work.

5.  I will obey all sexual and behavior orders as soon as possible whether these orders are from text or person.

6.  He will check all of my holes each and every day with his hands, fingers, mouth or object of his choice for as long as he chooses. He will have me perform keigel exercises with a stone egg for at least 15 minutes each day and plug my anus with a device of his choice assuming I am in no pain. Discomfort is acceptable, but not pain.

7.  I will offer my bottom to his use at any time, even if this means public humiliation, for reprimand or his pleasure. He may use his hand, belt, cane or paddle without question at any time.
For any other impliment, he will warn me first.

8.  He has the right to bind me for any corporal pleasures or punishments.

9.  I will wear no underclothing in his presence. I understand that this may mean removing my panties while in a public situation.





10.  He is free to use my nipples at any time - either public or private - for his pleasure. This includes sucking them, clipping the with tweezers, clothespins, other decorative items, exposing them to others or himself, slapping them or caning them. They are for his pleasure and I give him full rights to them.